
oh Golly.... Life has been nuts. I feel like Everything "hobbie" related has had to be pushed to the far right corner of my mind while "real life" has enthusiastically taken over.
I am grateful I have a "real life"... meaning a life important in the grand scheme of things and somewhat other than "my own". I love my hobbies but not nearly as much as the things that pull me from them, that is the "real life" that I am referring to and love. The life that will go on through the eternities, forever. Busy "real life" as a mother can be intense, hectic and far from the type of mother I am in my dreams but I la-love being a mother and wife and that life I would give
anything up for.
After coming home tonight from our big RS Bday celebration, my eyes itched, my back sore, I smelled beefy (
Sweet Cranberry Beef Brisket) and I am sure I had beef grease in way too many unseen places but I did not care, I skipped right up the stairs to inhale the sleeping smells of my 5 darling people whom I have missed (even just for the past few hours). I took in a deep digestive breath of their pulsing necks and puffy lips, all of which left me lingering in a pause before each exhale, I did not want to let go of their aromas. If I am lucky, they will utter a few sleepy ramblings too, that is fun and yum! Their smells are alive in every way to me. In those intoxicating big whiff moments, of my sweet warm breathing baby bodies (even the big ones) my eyes roll back into my head as I am submersed in heavenly bouquets of feelings, emotions, memories and spiritual interpretations of each child that I can not describe, even in my most articulate moments, I am speechless. Each of my children ( husband too) posseses a flavor all their own in which I joyfully extract with each breath and I am in love!
Oh, I am satisfied. I do not care how busy and hectic life gets. I have what matters most. I could lose all the material things tomorrow, in a flash and I really truly would not care....as long as I still had breath there would be real life.
Grateful today!
Very.
"As we pursue our journeys, let us ever bear in mind that in train travel and in life, there are stations, there are departures, calls, schedules, and opportunities for being side-tracked and diverted. Wise is the individual who follows in his, the Savior's, paths. Safety and joy belong to those who will come and follow him. I bear witness to you today that God is eternal. We are eternal, and God never intended for us to travel alone."
Marvin J. Ashton, "What Is Your Destination?", Ensign, July 1972